Change myself perhaps?

      Well, I think my personality won't bring me anywhere. I should just change myself. I mean being hard to get and more spirit to get something. I feel I should just get rid of my too much caring personality. I could be caring but too much, people will take me for advantages. I could see that I'm quite weak involve my heart especially getting mad on something. I feel that patience is something that I should build in myself for future. I think I should bring new spirit for this SPM. I mean like determining and not neglecting my emotion too. I started to like Min-Ha-Ri from She Was Pretty Kdrama.

I could relate some of my personality from her. A Certain thing that I do not have from her which is the good side too. Like, don't even care about what would people think about being me. I should take the personality from her. 

  I should be working hard and at the same time care for my body too. I should become more disciplined in doing my study because if I don't do it by now, I wouldn't change in the coming years, how will I get success? I also shouldn't think about boys by now maybe just move forward and just chase my goal.

Wish me luck, Ma..